Sometimes you just go through life without a glitch and then there are other times when you go through life and it's filled with glitches.
Speaking on my last bout with the hospital and my face surgery....it's not over by any means....it's just beginning.
I'm very scared to find out what the University of Michigan is going to say about my extensive bone movement. I won't know until the 28th of December. At least it will be after Christmas. I don't really celebrate Christmas anymore ever since I have been divorced it just don't have the same feeling of togetherness and family meaning any more.....and that's a shame, I used to get the tree up the day after Thanksgiving, get it decorated and have my son and husband add the star at the top just before turning it on. Warm and fuzzy memories.
Maybe some day things will get back to normal, I will be able to celebrate with my son and his family....if he hurries and gets moving on finding that special someone.
You always hear people say I should have done things differently with my life and yes, even I say that at times, but I am truly blessed with what I have and whom I have for a family......I wouldn't trade them for the world.
So I had surgery on my face 2 Friday's ago and Praise God it was not a cancerous mass that had been removed, it was just showing up as tissue and some bone fragments, which replicated a tumor because it moved my facial bone way out of place. I have to go to the University of Michigan so that they can observe my problem. My ENT Doctor here in town said he has never seen such a thing in all his practice and he is hoping that the UofM will say it is something that they see routinely and that will be the end of that.
I know my body and it won't be the end of that, they might want to reconstruct my bone or maybe try to move it back where it belongs, I just don't know yet.
I take things for granted to much on a daily basis, but now that I am over 44 I have to really watch my self or next thing you know I will be in ICU with something crazier then what I just had........I have to slow down because I am easily getting worried and I don't have a love life or someone who can just hug me and tell me everything is going to be OK, I'm by your side!! I'm still searching for that special someone again to sweep me off my feet and fall hopelessly in love with. Where are you at Honey, Honey, Honey!!! <3 lol
I was pondering a thought; back in 1994 I had to have a cyst removal in the roof of my mouth....yep that's right, in the roof of my mouth. I went to the dentist for a checkup because my front tooth was hurting, a bit loose (It had gotten hit years prior from an abusive x-boyfriend)...well it had gotten an abscess above it, just a pin size bump and I would always push the bump into my gums and it would go away in a couple days; I guess I was making it drain backwards by pushing on it and it formed a cyst and the cyst latched onto the pallet of my mouth and started to eat away the pallet. When I went to the dentist he told me that I had to have emergency surgery before the cyst burst and poison my brain........wow OK I had set up the surgery almost instantly....hum...Now we are sitting here 17 years later and I just had a large mass of tissue removed from behind my eye, which moved my bone as I mentioned above, do you think that the 2 things can be related?
If I could remember who my oral surgeon was at the time I would ask for a write up on it and maybe put together the findings from the past and now the future and they may be linked in some way.
I'm blessed to be alive....Praise God....I was saved 2 x by my brain almost getting poisoned, so someone up there really loves me a lot and still has work for me to do here on this plane and by George I'm going to comply.
If you have a health story similar, please feel free to comment, I would be very interested to hear about it.
God Bless you and Yours!!!
